I should be counting he days that I am miserable. I know I had a good day or two but mostly they have all been depressive.

My husband wants me to try this herbal supplement that helps with depression. I mean I tried ETC so why wouldn’t I try some herbal shit right? Might as well try them all.

I did accomplish something today though and that was making dinner. Not a huge accomplishment but one none-the-less.

I have been reading and just trying not to go back to bed and dream. I love dreaming, good things happen there and weird things and even bad things but none of them feel as bad as I do when I’m awake.

I’m really tired of this shit.