tension

Tension

I wrote this poem last year, I wonder if it was how I was feeling or if I was just writing. Gives me something to think about.

Is he still in love with me?
His eyes say yes,
His action says yes,
Hie touch says yes,
Yet everything is tense

Am I still in love with him,
With all my heart,
With all my breathe,
With all my life,
Yet everything is tense

When will tension stop and our joy will shine through again. Time is being cruel and life is playing jokes.
When everything should be joy,
Why is it so hard, why is there tension at all?