I’m so lonely. I want to go out and do things and have fun. I’m tired of being in the house by myself all the time. I feel like I am going crazy.
I think trying to bury my head in weed over my friends impending death was a mistake. I’ve just spend every single day high and stagnant. Today I am not going to do that dammit.
Today I cried over watching someone doing something outside on TV. There is nothing to walk to here and I don’t drive though so I don’t know what to do.
How do I stop feeling so lonely?
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It’s really difficult, I’m pretty much in the same situation, and having my blog at least gives me a purpose daily. I got into crafts for awhile (not knitting or crocheting) so that takes up some time, also I kind of gave up on reading during the bad depressive years, but just discovered it again and I love it. I find getting out and just going to the library has helped. Even though you are alone, at least there are people there. Other than that, I’m trying to think of a course I want to take in the fall, that may improve things. Stay strong and if you need me, I’m here.
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I have some options for you to consider:
1. Joining a support group that meets on a regular basis
2. Taking an art class
3. Exercise (yoga, zumba or something similar that is done in a group)
4. The public library usually has some programs to get involved with
5. Volunteer (animal shelter, etc,.)
I think the key is to find something that you are interested in and then give yourself an opportunity to allow that interest to blossom. I know it can be difficult but taking that first step is the hardest part. If you can do that then I think you will be pleased with the results mentally and emotionally.
Take care!
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