Yesterday I did so well. No xanax and going out with my SIL, but today is a completely different story.

I woke up feeling a little sick but I figured it was because I was hungry so I ate breakfast took all my pills and promptly threw everything less than 15 mins later. Hard to get your meds when you don’t knows how much actually stuck.

Going to try and eat some dinner and drink some water hopefully it sticks. Wish me luck.