This Hospital Sucks

As you know I tired to cancel my appt but was talked into continuing. Right now I am again wondering why the hell I am doing this.

My appt was supposed to be for noon and we get here and they are backed up all to hell and back again and I was told my appt wasn’t supposed to be until one. Hello I have a piece of paper that tells me to be here at noon but no now I have to wait.

I haven’t drank or ate anything since 10:30 last night. I am hungry and thirsty and feel not quite myself. I am having a lot of anxiety about this and I am also feeling really disconnected from life. It’s pissing me off.

I completely forgot the fact my husband had to go into work Tuesday night, which I am my sure eat that pissed me off.

I’m frustrated more than words can describe. Maybe this was all a mistake.. I don’t know that I feel any better because I don’t feel right at all.


  1. The feeling if disconnection with the rest of your life dissipates after the acute phase, I promise. It doesn’t feel like it in the moment, but you’ll feel like yourself again. Maybe make a list if why you wanted to do it in the first place. Then post it up where you can read it on your way out the door? Good luck!


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