Lately I have been depressed as you know because my friend is dying. It’s taken most my energy to just get out of bed most days. It’s getting a little better as I am trying to accept it. I can’t imagine what it will be like when she actually passes.
Yesterday I was reminded just how much a miracle life is. Really it was something so simple and you may even think it is dumb but it touched my heart. A little baby robin was sitting in this little pile of dirt just outside of our backdoor. We watched it as it kept flexing it’s wings and along came mama with a worm and fed her baby. I’d never seen this in real life. It just gave me an aww moment.
I should be reflecting on how for the most part my life is really good.
Losing your best and only friend should never have to happen though and I’m having a hard time with it. However I’m glad that I can still feel joy over the little things. It means there is hope.
I empathize with what you are going through right now. What is encouraging is that you can still recognize the little joys in life.