This is probably the worst depression I’ve had in a long time and I’m so tired of putting on a happy face so no one else worries.
I can’t find anything positive. If you ask me what’s wrong, I couldn’t tell you other than I’m depressed. I just feel like curling up into a ball and staying that way forever.
A Bipolars Reality 
Masks.. They come in mny different forms. But we never dare take those masks off to show our true form. I am currently in the process of retraining my mind to stop putting on shows and act how I need to act. If I dont have to walk around all day with a stick up my ass, ill be okay. No more masks. Im ME. Good post
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I hate the masks so much. I wish I could drop them. It’s so automatic though.
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I know exactly how you feel. I’m in that place a lot of the time. Right now I’m free of it, but I know the depression will come back.
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I try to really enjoy my up times because they are so far and few between.
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Ugh, that sounds awful! Hope you feel better soon, very soon. Hugs.
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Thank you!
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