I woke up this morning, sad as usual and dragging myself out of the comfort of dreaming.
Right now I have no idea how I am feeling. I am by myself and that always gives me a low gauge on my emotions. Interacting always brings out how I am actually feeling. Usually Jim brings out the best of me even if I am depressed.
On a good note I have gotten a lot done today.
- I got some painting done.
- I did a drawing.
- I cooked some sausage for dinner.
- I did some laundry.
- I put laundry away and tidied my room.
I think that puts me a little outside of depression but it’s only 3pm and I’m bored and lonely. Laundry takes a while to be done and do the rest. I ran out of paint and can’t work on my painting and dinner isn’t for a few hours to finish it. I think tomorrow I’ll start working out. Today I am gonna just watch some TV and wait for hubby to pick me up and take me to Michael’s and the house.
Moods are weird. Wish I could read them better.
A Bipolars Reality 
pat yourself on the back for getting so much done! it sucks that you have that feeling of being in limbo, trying to fill the hours between doing one thing and another. it’s like someone pushed a pause button on your life.
it’s 1pm here and my husband does’t come home til 7:30pm. i have lots to do, but no desire to do any of it. hugs!
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Ladies, read The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. It might help. It is helping me, in fits and starts and one step forward, one step back. It is a phenomenaland revolutionary book. Recommend it whole heartedly! Best wishes.
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Sounds like you did an awesome job of fighting through the moods. Laundry can be no small deal! And I know how hard it can be to be creative when you’re struggling internally. -Harley
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