Today I finished off the last of my weed and I’m not going to buy anymore until I see if the meds the doctor are adjusting are actually going to help or not.  I also gave up drinking alcohol. Gonna take this with my own brain.

I have to admit I’m a little scared. I love being able to zone out and listen to music and just not think about anything.

Now my classic whatif’s will start.  Let see how tomorrow turns out for starters.