I hate it when I cycle down to depression. It’s not fair I don’t get the hypo mania anymore.  I don’t get the mania mania either, which is a good thing. Feels like I’m not bipolar but just depressed now. I wonder if that can happen. I’ll have to talk to my shrink about it, but I don’t see her for another two weeks.

My husband thinks he has a way to get my rexulti approved, apparently some of the meds I have taken weren’t listed and also you have to show that the rexulti has been taken for a while and is working.  It has been I know I’m going to be having ups and downs but I do want more ups then downs and it seemed like it was going that way. I hate the depression it makes me feel quite hopeless.  I’m going to keep to my new years resolutions regardless though.  I can’t let Dani down.

I can’t let myself down either.  I got to keep trucking on.

Daily bog written.