regret

Today I’m Feeling Regret

I’m feeling regret at harnessing myself to writing my blog every day. I know it is good for me though, so I will keep trying to do it.

I’m feeling regret at the fact that I can’t think of anything to say.

Today I am anxious.

I came, I conquered.

Despite Being Depressed

I am getting out of bed and not just sitting there in regret and despair. I want to, don’t get me wrong but I’m not going to let myself do that to me. Know what I mean?

I’m writing my blog which is something that I haven’t felt motivated to do. I’m getting dressed instead of sitting around in my jammies all day. I’m still cooking meals every day and working on my weight loss. I’m getting involved in things to do with hubby. I am just not letting the depression control me. At least not completely.

I am sleeping until almost noon every day because I’d rather be in a dream world than the real world. I’m working on it though. I hope to be getting back up at 10am soon. Hopefully.