I didn’t think I would be able to sleep last night without my big teddy bear but I managed to fall asleep after 2 hours or so. Luckily they have Cosmos on Netflix and I find it to be very relaxing to listen to or watch as I am trying to sleep.
Ms Ren my little yorkie cuddled up on the bed with me and when I woke up she had managed to take over 3/4 of the bed so it was just like having hubby there. lol.
Today I am really feeling the fact that he is in another town though. I get hugged multiple times a day, followed by snuggles in the evening. It makes me feel weird to not be touched. I don’t like it when anyone but him steps into my bubble, but my bubble feels so empty.
My mood is ok, like I’ve said I’ll take ok over being depressed.
I’m trying to look forward to things like getting on a mood stabilizer and also the big thing of the house.
Not sure if I told you about it yesterday but I found out it is going to be another week before we hear about our closing date, color me disappointed. Still normally all this stuff would knock me on my ass and leave me stuck in bed sleeping and crying and I’m up and watching some TV trying to figure out something to do with my day.
Can’t wait until we get into the house and I have access to all my stuff. Finding things to do will be easier then.
One more night and day to go to snuggles.. whew..