I made it through the first day. We had our meeting and signed some papers and I even went out for lunch afterwards. It wasn’t as big a deal as my brain made it at all. Does that mean that I am any less freaked out about tomorrow? Nope! My brain just doesn’t work that way.
I am gonna sleep for a week when this is all done. I had to nap today after two nights of crappy sleep and I fully expect that I won’t sleep well tonight either. I’m sore from being tense all the time.
Not sure on my mood, I honestly had two xanax and a clonezapam for breakfast so I’m feeling pretty mellow. Whatcha gonna do.
A Bipolars Reality 
Hang in there! 🙂 Can’t promise things would get better. But stay strong 🙂
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thank you 🙂
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That sounds like my kind of breakfast as I deal with much anxiety too. Like today Im sick with a virus or something, but, a bonus of being sick is I feel too crummy to be worried about anything.
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I hate that and can totally relate to that. I’ve been fighting off a bug on top of everything and it just makes things worse.
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