I have been beating myself up for quite some time. The depression grabs hold of me and my house and hygiene go to shit.
I stop caring about anything but caring about everything. That probably doesn’t make any sense. I care what other people think. I judge myself as I think others would judge me and I never give myself a break. I’m constantly hammering shit into my own head about how horrific everything is.
Honestly, yes my house is a little untidy, is it dirty? no. I showered a few days ago which is good.
I just need to forgive myself for the depression controlled events and maybe it will help me get through them just a little bit easier.
Do you ever have anything similar happen? Remember to be easy on yourself. It’s super hard but we have to try right?