Today I have spent most of my day upstairs watching my typical TV shows and just trying to maintain a sense of normality.
I still feel emotionally like shit. I feel physically shitty too.. it sucks. Things just suck right now. Trying so hard not to give up and just stay in my bed. It’s hard though.
Life is hard.
Today has been a pretty laid back normal Saturday. I’ve been watching the last season of Pretty Little Liars and am planning to go out to do some Pokemon stuff in a little bit.
Last night was amazing, we got to watch the fireworks from Gretna days from our front porch. It was like they were lighting them just for us. I loved it.
Sadly when I am having a normal day there isn’t much to write about but I guess that’s a very good thing.
Today was pretty uneventful. I didn’t go out anywhere and I didn’t have any major mood swings. I spent most of my day packing what we are going to take with us on the road and deciding what we would actually need when we bought a home as opposed to just keeping because we might use it sometime in the future.
I realize as we have almost everything packed, we don’t really own anything, all our boxes fit into our tiny dining room area (if you can call it that). The one thing I own a lot of is clothes and shoes. That took up 4-5 boxes! When we finally buy our home we are going to have space to fill and honestly I am excited about it. Not just the shopping but the making a house a home thing.
I had a short nap it was pretty cool, some vivid dreams. I keep opening doors, I wonder what it means.
I feel weird blogging when I don’t have something to bitch about. No one really reads the good posts and I don’t have much to say to myself either other than atta girl keep going.
So going to keep this short and hope that my days moving forward are all filled with non bitchy posts. I have a strong suspicion that won’t last with the stress of the move looming over my head.. a little over 9 days, eeeee.. That and eventually the crazy is going to pop her head out, she can’t resist. Am I right?