Mood: Out of Body? Is that a Mood?
I have been doing so much crying the past week that my stomach is upset constantly. I really thought that I had made a breakthrough. It lasted all of 4 hours before my mom and I were arguing again. She basically told me sometimes I just need to “get over it”.. Seriously woman have you not heard a word I’ve said to you?
My husband absolutely doesn’t want my mom coming for 6 months now, he is worried about my state of mind and his peace of mind. I imagine it is stressful being with 2 women who are constantly fighting over the simplest things.
My mom often calls us girls by each others names, Last night I decided to tease her about it and she blew it all out of proportion. Stopped talking and then pulled the age card. I have to admit I was upset by it, I have seen my mom 3 times in 13 years and I’m the oldest.. Remembering my name would be nice.
Hubby came home and told me that he might be able to make the same money if we moved back to Omaha, which would enable us to get a nice home and be close to his family. There’d be things to celebrate there would also we tornados. There would be Halloween but there would also be snow. I love the weather here but in Omaha I am just another *big girl* and am more comfortable going out and doing things.
I am 100% certain my mom would not come to visit me for 6 months there though, as she is coming here to escape the weather. Which both offends me and might be a little relieving.
My birthday is Monday and as opposed to doing things with my family. I am going to stay home. I don’t really need the stress of trying to keep people busy when it is my day. Hubby and I are going to celebrate after they go home. It gives him time to get some work done and I get a wonderful day alone with my hubby. I did tease him about having to buy me two presents though *heh*
I love my mom, I love to hear her laugh but I wonder if we are too much alike and to different to live together.