My mood today has been both up and down. My anxiety seems to be worse than it has been. I am not sure if it is the pristiq or just the fact that there are a lot of stressful things going on right now.
My MIL brings up packing every single day and it is starting to stress me out about doing it. I have a plan in place and it’s really not any of her buisness how I plan on doing it, but there is something said that makes me want to pull my hair out. Today her suggestion was to pack up and put our stuff in the garage. No flipping way that garage is gross I don’t want my stuff sitting out there getting moist and stinky.
I went to lunch today even though my anxiety wanted me to run the other way. I was uncomfortable the whole time and really couldn’t eat. The pristiq seems to be changing the way I feel hunger and the way I want to eat. Actually for the better cause I don’t get as hungry and can’t seem to eat all my food. So maybe I’ll start losing weight again.
Either way tomorrow will be interesting. It will prove if the being alone is really influencing my depression. I hope not cause there is no changing it.
I’m so sorry today was rough! Don’t put your stuff in that garage!!! 🙂 hope tomorrow is much better! Xoxo
Wish you good luck with coping with it, but I do feel having friends or family around always helps. A partner who understands would be the best thing actually. I myself am bipolar II and completely gave up medication since one year, now I plan to tame this beast without any medications as I have the side effects they have. I recently began my blog as one of the coping strategies and also for having support for myself as well as supporting fellow bipolarians. Do read it, might help a bit. Wish you get through it soon.
Monster in law 🙂 hopefully soon you will be in your own new home!