I’m A Bad Girl

I found some weed so I smoked it and I only hesitated for a second. It was a long second at least. I’m not sure how hubby will feel about it but I was having a bad day and now I feel better.

Just listening to some music and chilling out instead of just being kind of sad like.

I’m afraid.

I don’t want the depression to be coming back already. I’m hoping that it’s not and I’m just having emotions like people do. Maybe I had a sad dream or someething, I hope.

I’m not ready for the world to be grey again.


  1. Lol I also fond some weed this weekend. I haven’t smoked in years. It made me paranoid and I spent my day cleaning. Usually I just lay in bed all weekend. To my surprise the paranoia and need to do something till the high wore off actually made me fairly productive. Anyway, hope you are feeling better and the depression hasn’t taken over.


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