While my mood wasn’t much better today than it’s been I did two things. I walked downtown to play Pokemon and I went to Target to shop for my favorite things. Halloween decorations. We got some pretty good ones too. I still think we need something a little more scary but our house is gonna be totes adorbs! (yes it’s not english and I don’t care)
I almost forgot to write my blog but I actually remembered all on my own without my alarm and here I am.
I’m still hopeful that I might be on an upswing and it’s just taking a while to hit me. Who knows?!?
First off thank you for this. 500 Likes is rather amazing. It makes me feel that I am not only writing how I feel but others can relate. Plus today is my 160th post. WoW!
Second off my Bestie suggested that I think about the positive things that are coming from the move to help with my stress.
So in list form though in no particular order.
- I will be able to experience weather again
- I am not embarrassed to go out and do things
- I have family
- I am moving closer to my BFF
- I am going to be buying a home
- I get to have another puppy
- I get to travel through some beautiful places
- I get to go to a place that feels like home.
Okay that is some positive. A lot actually. I am looking forward to the move and I think that it’s just the stress of change that so effects us bipolars that is hitting me. My husband has been wonderful and supportive trying to alleviate as much stress as possible. My BFF has been there for me even though she has been having some stress and depression of her own. I have a wonderful support system here on wordpress as well. much love.